Hey, back

I've been offline for some days, since my father wants me now to study as a retarded, but now i found some time to write here again :D
As i just got 4 followers here till now, i'm gonna post somethings in english for my friends from abroad, since they always ask me what's written here... and Google translator doesn't help.
I see myself telling you what i've been doing, idk if that's rly on your business but i don't have anything else to do... and i kinda like you :) Some really weird stuff have been happening to me since my last post. First, my father wants me to study for ENEM, It's a kinda test they do to 3rd grades in the whole country... i agree i have to study, but i'm on 9th year only D:
My city looks like hell in winter. Yea, when i wake up i can't see the buildings i used to a month ago; there is TOO MUCH smoke idk from where, and it smells like it.
I decided to try something that scared the shit outta me. My friend once aspired her deodorand through a towel. There i go... i've never been on drugs and i hope i never do it, but this maybe something like that. I'll never never do it again. I just remember laughing as a retarded and seeing everything around me dancing and moving. --' but it happened for.. 5 minutes only. Thank God.
hm, i was watching Mindfreak Season 4, 11th episode when Criss asks us to concentrate and after a while, for us to touch the screen. I didn't do it on tv, i was scared. But later i looked for it on youtube and did it. I've just twitted the link, if you want to see it follow me on Twitter and try it. I'm not gonna say the effects, find them out by yourselves :B
Well idk if that's common, but when i order pizza i always ask the guy to come upstairs and bring it to me. But last time the guy didn't wanna do it, and i had to Go there and get it. Now tell me: who's wrong? I've never done it before, since my father used to do it and i just did the same, but my neighbors do. Idk why i'm telling you that, srsly. But i just got that doubt that made me feel guilty for making them work harder... for me :s
Ok just here to re-appear after these weeks, tell you that i'm alive and that i'm also gonna post stuff in english here. But i think this log will fail, since i don't have many followers yet and everyone who sees it don't comment neither follow me. And my inspiration is going away. But i like you² and i'm gonna be here... idk for how long. :D